I wrote this poem for Three Word Wednesday. The words for this week: Dainty, Haunting, Tantalize.
Dollhouse dreaming
‘You have a right to feel safe’
She didn’t feel safe
The words of the teacher
just seemed to tantalize
Stiffly she sat
Hands in lap
Back straight
Eyes to the front
Biting the inside of her lip
Tongue smoothing over a growing sore
Eyes blinking wetness away
‘You have a right to feel safe’
She didn't hear the words that followed
Images kept haunting her
Pieces of memory
like a movie playing in her mind
Children laughing, pointing, pushing
Playground play
She flicked the channel
At home
Alone
Safety in her bedroom
and a wooden dollhouse
Chubby fingers wrapped around a dainty figure
A figure painted by her father
A dress matching her own
favourite
A figure complete
with a tiny red bow in its hair
just like hers
‘Stop’
was her single word
as she banged the figure down
Her other hand making
the other children listen
apologise
offer to be her friend
‘You have a right to feel safe’
The teacher’s voice boomed
through her thoughts
She wanted to believe
She wanted
to be the big school girl
those adults always spoke about